It’s apparent Ladies and Gents that I am “not all there” according to the mother of my children (Sue). Yeah, you read that right. Well, I guess with the state of affairs this world is in and not being able to see my Daughter, she could be right. But given that when I weigh up roughly through my website views and how many people listen to the broadcasts, I can quantify roughly that I have an audience of around 3000 or more, that tend to agree with what I say and how I think. But this gets better. Wait for it!
Sue says that it was the PRINCIPAL of the school that my children reside in that said “Shaun is not all there”. Now whether that’s true or not, I don’t know. I have written to the principal to find out if there is any truth to it all but I highly doubt it. The principal and I have spoken on a few occasions and have written back and forth via email and I have yet to see ANY indication of her thinking that I am “not all there”. But we will soon see.
Let’s define “not all there” shall we?
So, I am a self confessed racist. I do believe that some races are superior to that of others. Just as I believe that we homo sapiens are intellectually superior to apes. And if you don’t believe we are, then I suggest that YOU’RE the one that is “not all there”. If this some how indicates that I am “not all there” then OK, I’m not all there.
I create radio stations and repair computers. Yep. I can see where I am “not all there” with this one. When Oracle was created, I helped Doug Owen, Lee Rogers and a gentleman that worked behind the scenes (I won’t use his name, he liked to remain anonymous) with the running of Oracle. After that I helped JimmyX create Orion. I was behind a lot of the scripting as to how that station ran. Then I moved on to create Renegade Broadcasting’s infrastructure. They were using Blog Talk Radio at that moment and as any one of you know, that sound quality was and still is atrocious, so I approached Kyle Hunt and said, “do you want something better than this” and when he said “yes”, I made Renegade partly what it is today. They still don’t know how to do what I did and as much as we may have had a falling out, they cannot refute this fact. THEN I created through code and script and blood, sweat and tears, my station. What you hear on my broadcast is the result. I have had professional stations contact me and ask me, how I have been able to create such a clean sound at such little cost. Yep, I can see how I am “not all there”.
People write to me every day and say, “Shaun, you’re saying what many of us are thinking, but we just don’t say it as you do”. Yep, again, “not all there”. If because I dare to say what most will not, makes me some how loopy in the head? Then OK, I am not all there. But, bare this in mind. If Sue or anybody else for that matter, thinks for a moment that I do not sit down and contemplate what I am saying on air, she must not be “all there”. You don’t say what I am saying on-air without contemplation. This includes when I recently spoke about my Daughter. I contemplate EVERYTHING. I am an insomniac for starters, which gives me PLENTY of time for contemplation about what I say and how I think, so I beg to differ.
My Son, around a year ago now, moved out and away from his mother for a very good reason. I won’t go into detail with that, because it’s his business but I will let you guess as to why. I dare say it’s only a matter of time that my Daughter will do the same, given that she said to me countless times that she wanted to move in with me because she was “sick of her mothers shit”. They were her words not mine and my Son was a witness to that. I guess because I am here ranting about it now, this makes me, “not all there”.
You see Ladies and Gents, there MUST be an element of “unstable” here because I am one of those people that says it as I see it. This probably does look abnormal to some. Some people can’t grasp as to why I would dare speak about what I speak about, but then there are people that applaud what I speak of because there are so little that do. Not to mention, a lot of what I say hits home with people. They too are experiencing what I am experiencing and up until they found the broadcast, they had nobody to share their stress with.
I was also accused (by Sue) of having threatened her life. If this is when I said, “if something bad happens to my children at the fault of their mother and step-dad, there will be consequences,” I’d still like to see where I “threatened her life”. The question is, do I think Sue and Daniel (the step-dad) need to die? If they some how contribute to a serious injury of one of my children? No, they need to be punished but not killed. If they some how contribute to the death of one of my children? (And this includes suicide) Yes, I think they need to die and I make no bones about that. What parent in their right mind would? Ohhhhh that’s right, I am “not all there”.
So why am I writing about this right now? Well, you’re my audience. When I am doing a show, I imagine us all sitting around a campfire as friends, discussing all of those things I speak of on the broadcast and this includes what happens with family. This must mean I am “not all there”.
You see, I must have been living by delusions since 2003, because since I went live, I have had this ridiculous notion that the audience I have, agrees with more of what I say than ever before. I have traveled to the United States and worked with the likes of JimmyX. One of the most brilliant people I have met. Not only has he worked the mainstream stations all of his life but he has worked on technology that comes out of Wurlitzer. He still repairs some of their Juke Boxes to this day. It’s a passion he and I share. We also share a passion for repairing bowling alleys and many electronic devices including computers. I’ve interviewed rocket scientists such as Dr. David Evans, doctors such as Dr. Rebecca Carley and Dr. Srinisvasan and people of the cloth such as Reverend Ted Pike. Yep, I must not “be all there”.
I guess all of these things I have done mean that I am “not all there”. Oh well, I will just have to take it as it is I guess. I’m just “not all there” because this stupid bitch (Sue) says so. <——- Oopsie! That right there? Shouldn’t be said, so I guess I am “not all there.” Did I contemplate saying that and how it would look to people? You’re damn fucking right I did. Go fuck yourself Sue. And if saying that means I am “not all there” then OK. I’m cool with that.
When somebody says you’re “not all there” Ladies and Gents, ask them for substance behind that. Then ask them whether they are a part of the mainstream thinking that we see on television and such and this will answer ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL of your questions and you’ll soon see who is “not all there”.
Seldom do I get emails that don’t agree with me. Whilst I may be somewhat unique in my delivery of what I have to say, no matter what the subject, politics, family or otherwise, I’m thinking I’m more sane than most. But if I have to bare the title “not all there” because I think the way I do, then so be it. But please, until then, no matter who you are, give me substance or FUCK OFF!
Have a great day!
P.S. Sue, you’re nothing but a piece of shit to have said this to our Son. Fuck you, you fucking clown.